Monday, July 28, 2008

Weekend on the West Side





I left work early on Friday and went to Surprise to spend the night with my friend Toni and her two sweet little girls. Toni's husband Shawn was out of town so it is was an all girl's slumber party and boy did we have a good time! We ate Chinese food, swam, watched the Bee Movie (don't tell me the ending I fell asleep) and we made rice crispy treats. It was so much fun to spend some quality time with Shawn and Toni's girls. Lexi is 5 and a smart little thing! She is quite the conversationalist and always makes a strong and methodical argument for whatever she thinks we should do. Delaney is 2 and she is just happy running around the house and playing with the new baby kitty. I had a great time being with them! Thanks for a fun weekend girls!

Friday, July 18, 2008

Happy Birthday Jen



Last night a group of girlfriends and I got together to celebrate our dear friend Jennifer's Nielson's birthday. Jen is one of my favorite people in the whole world. I have never been with Jen that we did not end up laughing hysterically and drawing attention because we are so loud together. Jen is one of those people that is always smiling and cheerful and a blast to be around. She makes everything more fun!

We began our evening at PF Chang's where our generous friend Susan had a table reserved for us and comped our dinner as a big shot with the PF Chang's organization. Then we went to see the independent film "Up The Yangtze" about the three gorges project and how it is affecting the lives of so many poverty stricken Chinese. It was thought provoking and really made me appreciate the life I have.

What a great night spent with some wonderful friends! We really missed having Maribeth and Hillary there to complete the posses though. I love you girls!

I have attached pictures of the birthday girl and the whole gang (Marci, Janis, Susan, Jennifer and me)

Thursday, July 17, 2008

Great Quote

Don't aim at success - the more you aim at it and make it a target, the more you are going to miss it. For success, like happiness, cannot be pursued; it must ensue... as the unintended side-effect of one's personal dedication to a course greater than oneself.
Viktor Frankl, Man's Search For Meaning

Man's Search for Meaning is quite possibly my favorite book of all time. I have read it three times and have gained more each time. I saw this quote this morning an wanted to share it with all of you.

Wednesday, July 16, 2008

The Ranch






This past weekend I went to the Barney 13 Ranch with five other friends and we had a blast. We left early Saturday morning and after I missed the turn off and took a 45 minute detour we got to the ranch at about 10. Louis graciously had the horses saddled and ready to go for us. We rode all day and helped gather cattle and move them from one pasture to the next. At the end of the day it poured rain! They were the biggest rain drops I have ever seen. We got soaked and then headed back to the Ranch House. After putting the horses away we headed to the house to changes clothes and get some long over due lunch. It was wonderful to sit out on the back of the huge wrap around porch and eat our lunch while enjoying the view of a green meadow and fishing pond. It was hard to leave after such a fun and relaxing day, but we finally had to head home about 5. It was a wonderful day of great scenery, great weather and great company.

Monday, July 14, 2008

Highline Trail






Two weekends ago Brittney and our new friend Kyle and I hiked the Highline trail, well most of it anyway. The highline is a 51 mile hike that runs from Pine/Strawberry to the 260 Trail head by Christopher Creek. Our intent was to hike the 51 miles in two days and we did great the first day as we hiked about 30 miles. It was beautiful and during the hottest part of the day we got a great rainstorm that cooled everything off and made it much more pleasant. About a mile from when we camped that first night we saw a bear as she ran into the trees and then we heard her growling at us. I wonder if she had some cubs she was trying to protect. The next morning we got up at about 4:30 and packed up and headed out for another long day of hiking. It was so beautiful and we saw tons of Elk. About 4 hours into the trip we ran into a black timber rattler on the trail. After all this time of fearing such, I have finally run into a rattle snake. I was actually very calm and it did not unnerve me nearly as much as I thought it would. As you can see from the picture I was actually pretty close to it and I did not die of a heart attack.

A couple of hours after that experience, we started hiking in this really tall grass that was extremely annoying. Kyle started feeling really itchy and by the time we crossed the creek he started having some serious allergic reactions to the grass. He broke out in hives and his face swelled like a balloon and he was complaining of his throat closing and not being able to breathe well. We decided we had better get him out of there as fast as possible. We found a road off the trail and started walking down toward the highway. We came across a ranch and stopped to ask where we were in relation to town. They offered to give us a ride to our car (about 20 miles away) and we took them up on it. Kyle was especially thankful as he was not feeling well at all.

We decided we will have to go back and do the other side of the trail so we can complete the whole thing but it was still a really fun trip and we decided Kyle would be a great backpacking companion on the JMT in September.

Biker Chick


About a month or so ago Matt and I went on a double date with his friend Curtis and another girl. We took Motorcycles out and went to Tempe to Spanoto for Pizza and then to Tempe town lake. It was really fun buzzing around on the motorcycle. This is a picture we took at the house before I got helmet head thank goodness. Matt told me to look tough and I think I pulled it off really well. :)

Thursday, July 3, 2008

Get ready for the Ultimate Challenge

Beginning August 1st, my friend Edie and I will be producing women's fitness boot camps. Our business is called Ultimate Challenge and it will be the ultimate challenge. The boot camps will be great for any fitness level, age and desired goal. Work outs are developed to be performed at the level of the participant. We focus on synergistic core work which means we incorporate cardio with strength and flexibility training to provide a total body total fitness work out. The reason I am shamelessly advertising to my dear friends reading this blog is that we will be doing a pilot program the last week of July for FREE. So anyone interested in attending the full week of class and then providing us with feedback please let me know, by emailing me at neddieaz@gmail.com. We will only take 20 people for this pilot program so contact me as soon as you can and I will get you more details!

I hope everyone has a fabulous fourth of July!!! I am off to an ultimate challenge of my own. We are doing a two day fifty mile backpacking trip Friday and Saturday. Wish me luck...

Wednesday, June 25, 2008

Mother of the Year Awards

My friend Shelly sent these picture and I thought I would share. My favorite is the baby duct taped to the wall. Classic!




Tuesday, June 24, 2008

Presidential Distress

I have been so distraught about the choices we have for Presidential candidates this term. After reading the following article I wished I had voted as a democrat in the Primary so as to cast my vote for Hillary and try to keep this guy out of the running. Admittedly, I have not researched the factual basis for this author's conclusion (and fully intend to) but if it is accurate we are in a heap of trouble. Obama's economic policies look like reverse perestroika, his morals are horrifying and his diplomatic endeavors toggle between holding hands with the enemy while singing Kumbaya and practically, himself, detonating the next terrorist bombing. Unfortunately we don't have a lot to look to on the conservative side of the coin either. Oh, wait there is no conservative side of this coin, only liberal and liberaler...

Anyone want to run for President as a write in??

June 24, 2008, 0:00 a.m.

10 Concerns about Barack Obama
It's policy.

By William J. Bennett & Seth Leibsohn


1. Barack Obama’s foreign policy is dangerous, naïve, and betrays a profound misreading of history. For at least the past five years, Democrats and liberals have said our standing in the international community has suffered from a “cowboy” or “go-it-alone” foreign policy. While politicians with favorable views of our president have been elected in Germany, Italy, France, and elsewhere, Barack Obama is giving cause to make our allies even more nervous. This past Sunday’s Washington Post reported, “European officials are increasingly concerned that Sen. Barack Obama’s campaign pledge to begin direct talks with Iran on its nuclear program without preconditions could potentially rupture U.S. relations with key European allies early in a potential Obama administration.”

Barack Obama’s stance toward Iran is as troubling as it is dangerous. By stating and maintaining that he would negotiate with Iran, “without preconditions,” and within his first year of office, he will give credibility to, and reward for his intransigence, the head of state of the world’s chief sponsor of terrorism. Such a meeting will also undermine and send the exact wrong signal to Iranian dissidents. And, he will lower the prestige of the office of the president: In his own words he stated, “If we think that meeting with the president is a privilege that has to be earned, I think that reinforces the sense that we stand above the rest of the world at this point in time.” Not only has his stance toward Iran caused concern among our allies in Europe, U.S. Sen. Hillary Clinton called it, “Irresponsible and frankly naïve.”

Barack Obama’s position on negotiating with U.S. enemies betrays a profound misreading of history. In justifying his position that he would meet with Iran without precondition and in his first year of office, Barack Obama has said, “That is what Kennedy did with Khrushchev; that’s what Nixon did with Mao; what Reagan did with Gorbachev.”

In reverse order, Ronald Reagan met with no Soviet leader during the entirety of his first term in office, not (ever) with Brezhnev, not (ever) with Andropov, not (ever) with Chernenko. He met only with Gorbachev, and after he was assured Gorbachev was a different kind of Soviet leader — and after Perestroika, not before.

If Barack Obama wants to affiliate with Richard Nixon, that’s certainly his call. But one question: Was Taiwan’s expulsion from the U.N. worth “Nixon to China”? That was the price of that meeting.

As for the Kennedy-Khrushchev summit of 1961, Kennedy himself said “He beat the hell out of me.” As two experts recently wrote in the New York Times: “Paul Nitze, the assistant secretary of defense, said the meeting was ‘just a disaster.’ Khrushchev’s aide, after the first day, said the American president seemed ‘very inexperienced, even immature.’ Khrushchev agreed, noting that the youthful Kennedy was ‘too intelligent and too weak.’ The Soviet leader left Vienna elated — and with a very low opinion of the leader of the free world.”

So successful was the summit that the Berlin Wall was erected later that year and the Cuban Missile Crisis, with Soviets deploying nuclear missiles in Cuba, commenced the following year.

2. Barack Obama’s Iraq policy will hand al-Qaeda a victory and undercut our entire position in the Middle East, while at the same time put a huge source of oil in the hands of terrorists. Barack Obama brags on his website that “In January 2007, he introduced legislation in the Senate to remove all of our combat troops from Iraq by March 2008.” His website further states that “Obama will immediately begin to remove our troops from Iraq. He will remove one to two combat brigades each month, and have all of our combat brigades out of Iraq within 16 months.” This, at the very time our greatest successes in Iraq have taken place. And yet, as Gen. David Petraeus has stated (along with other military experts from Michael O’Hanlon at the Brookings Institution to members of the U.S. military), our progress in Iraq is “fragile and reversible.”

Obama’s post-invasion analysis of Iraq is anything but credible or consistent, leading one to even greater doubt about his strategy as commander-in-chief. When President Bush announced the surge strategy in January 2007, Barack Obama opposed it, saying it “would not prove to be one that changes the dynamics significantly,” and that “the President’s strategy will not work.” Of course, the surge is one of the greatest achievements in Iraq since the initial months of the invasion, and is has reversed much of the loss suffered since the invasion.

Beyond these miscalculations and poor judgment on Iraq strategy, Obama has been anything but consistent on Iraq. For example, the same year (2007) he stated it would be a good idea to bring home the U.S. troops from Iraq within March of 2008, three months later he stated, we should bring them home “immediately…. Not in six months or one year — now.”

3. Barack Obama has sent mixed, confusing, and inconsistent messages on his policy toward Israel. Earlier this month, Barack Obama told an audience at the American Israel Public Affairs Committee, “Jerusalem will remain the capital of Israel, and it must remain undivided.” The next day, Obama backtracked, stating: “Obviously, it’s [Jerusalem] going to be up to the parties to negotiate a range of these issues…And Jerusalem will be part of the negotiations.” Later, Obama’s Middle East adviser tried to explain the flipping of positions on Jerusalem by stating Obama did not understand what he was saying to AIPAC: “[h]e used a word to represent what he did not want to see again, and then realized afterwards that that word is a code word in the Middle East.”

Such quick switches of policy may stem from mere inexperience or they may stem from a general tone-deafness on the meaning of words and policy when it comes to the Middle East. After all, earlier this year, a leading Hamas official endorsed Barack Obama stating, “I do believe [Obama] is like John Kennedy, a great man with a great principle. And he has a vision to change America to make it in a position to lead the world community, but not with humiliation and arrogance.” Rather than immediately renouncing such an endorsement, Obama’s chief political strategist, David Axelrod, embraced the endorsement, saying “We all agree that John Kennedy was a great president, and it’s flattering when anybody says that Barack Obama would follow in his footsteps.” Given Barack Obama’s long-standing ties to Palestinian activists in the U.S., one has good cause to wonder.

4. While his Mideast policy may have been the quickest turnaround or flip-flop on a major issue, it is not the only one. In the primary campaign, Barack Obama consistently campaigned against NAFTA, but has now changed his tune, as he has with other issues. During the primary, Obama sent out a campaign flier that said “Only Barack Obama consistently opposed NAFTA,” and called it a “bad trade deal.” He also said NAFTA was “devastating,” “a big mistake,” and in what the Washington Post labeled as a unilateral threat to withdraw from NAFTA, Obama said “I think we should use the hammer of a potential opt-out as leverage.”

No longer. Recently, Barack Obama backtracked on NAFTA and said, “I’m not a big believer in doing things unilaterally.” “I’m a big believer in opening up a dialogue and figuring out how we can make this work for all people.” He explained his primary campaign opposition this way: “Sometimes during campaigns the rhetoric gets overheated and amplified.”

This is of a piece with his further change of position on public campaign financing. As a primary candidate, he touted his support for the public financing of presidential campaigns, but then witnessing his own fundraising prowess, as a general election candidate he has gone the unique route of forswearing the system. As David Brooks put it in the New York Times:

Barack Obama has worked on political reform more than any other issue. He aspires to be to political reform what Bono is to fighting disease in Africa. He’s spent much of his career talking about how much he believes in public financing. In January 2007, he told Larry King that the public-financing system works. In February 2007, he challenged Republicans to limit their spending and vowed to do so along with them if he were the nominee. In February 2008, he said he would aggressively pursue spending limits. He answered a Midwest Democracy Network questionnaire by reminding everyone that he has been a longtime advocate of the public-financing system. But Thursday, at the first breath of political inconvenience, Fast Eddie Obama threw public financing under the truck.

5. Barack Obama’s judgment about personal and professional affiliations is more than troubling. On March 18, after several clips of sermons by his longtime friend and pastor Jeremiah Wright surfaced (showing Wright condemning the United States with vitriolic comparisons and denunciations), Obama defended his friend stating: “I can no more disown him than I can disown the black community. I can no more disown him than I can my white grandmother.” After Rev. Wright delivered two more talks along the same lines as the clips that led to the March 18 speech, Sen. Obama finally denounced Wright the following month, stating: “His comments were not only divisive and destructive, but I believe that they end up giving comfort to those who prey on hate, and I believe that they do not portray accurately the perspective of the black church.” “They certainly don’t portray accurately my values and beliefs,” he said.



It strained credulity to believe Obama was unaware of Wright’s previous rants — especially after a 20-year membership in Wright’s church, especially when in February of last year Obama asked Wright not to attend his campaign announcement because he “could get kind of rough in sermons,” and especially when his church’s magazine honored on its front cover such a man as Louis Farrakhan. Nonetheless, once he ceased being a political asset and turned into a political liability, Obama dumped him.

Jeremiah Wright is, of course, not the only person close to Barack Obama who holds vitriolic anti-American views. Bill Ayers was a founding member of the Weather Underground. According to his own memoir, Ayers participated in the bombings of New York City Police Headquarters in 1970, of the Capitol building in 1971, the Pentagon in 1972. As recently as 2001, Ayers said “I don’t regret setting bombs….I feel we didn’t do enough.’’ When asked if he would engage in such terrorism again, Ayers responded: “I don’t want to discount the possibility.” When confronted with his friendship with Bill Ayers, Barack Obama dismissed the negative connections saying he is also friendly with abortion opponent U.S. Senator Tom Coburn. While Obama has never, himself, discussed his relationship with Ayers, what we do know is that Ayers hosted a fundraiser for Obama in his home and, according to the Los Angeles Times:

Obama and Ayers moved in some of the same political and social circles in the leafy liberal enclave of Hyde Park, where they lived several blocks apart. In the mid-1990s, when Obama was running for the Illinois Senate, Ayers introduced Obama during a political event at his home, according to Obama’s aides….

Obama and Ayers met a dozen times as members of the board of the Woods Fund of Chicago, a local grant-making foundation, according to the group’s president. They appeared together to discuss juvenile justice on a 1997 panel sponsored by the University of Chicago, records show. They appeared again in 2002 at an academic panel co-sponsored by the Chicago Public Library.

6. Obama is simply out of step with how terrorists should be handled; he would turn back the clock on how we fight terrorism, using the failed strategy of the 1990s as opposed to the post-9/11 strategy that has kept us safe. The most recent example is his support for the Supreme Court decision granting habeas-corpus rights to terrorists, including — theoretically — Osama bin Laden. When the 5-4 Supreme Court decision was delivered, Obama said, “I think the Supreme Court was right.” His campaign advisers held a conference call where they claimed the Supreme Court decision was “no big deal” according to ABC News, even if applied to Osama bin Laden, because a judge would find that the U.S. has “ample grounds to hold him.”

In a recent interview, Obama stated: “What we know is that, in previous terrorist attacks — for example, the first attack against the World Trade Center, we were able to arrest those responsible, put them on trial. They are currently in U.S. prisons, incapacitated. And the fact that the administration has not tried to do that has created a situation where not only have we never actually put many of these folks on trial, but we have destroyed our credibility when it comes to rule of law all around the world, and given a huge boost to terrorist recruitment in countries that say, ‘Look, this is how the United States treats Muslims.’”

Ask the legal officials during the 1990s just how cowed terrorists were by our continued indictments against them. Or, witness the bombings at the African embassies, the attack on the USS Cole, or the attacks on Sept. 11, 2001. Now, ask yourself why we have not been attacked since 9/11, and, even more specifically, why there have been no successful attacks against American civilian interests abroad since 2004.

7. Barack Obama’s economic policies would hurt the economy. As Kimberly Strassel recently put it in the Wall Street Journal: “Mr. Obama is hawking a tax policy that would take the nation back to the effective marginal tax rates of the Carter days. He wants to further tax income, payroll, capital gains, dividends and death. His philosophy is pure redistribution.”

When Barack Obama speaks of taxing only the wealthy, keep in mind this could have a devastating effect on new small businesses. As Irwin Stelzer has written: “Taxes change behavior. By raising rates on upper income payers, Obama is reducing their incentive to work and take risks. The income tax increase is not all that he has in mind for them. He plans to increase their payroll taxes, the taxes they pay on dividends received and capital gains earned, and on any transfers they might have in mind to their kith and kin when they shuffle off this mortal coil. If the aggregate of these additional taxes substantially diminishes incentives to set up a small business of the sort that has created most of the new jobs in recent decades, the $1,000 tax rebate will be more than offset by the consequences of reduced growth and new business formation.”

8. Barack Obama opposes drilling on and offshore to reduce gas and oil prices. While Barack Obama has opposed off-shore drilling and a gas-tax holiday (as supported by John McCain or Hillary Clinton), his solution to our energy crisis does include additional tax burdens on oil company profits, taxes we can only imagine will be passed on to the consumer, thus causing an even more expensive trip to the gas station. As the New York Times recently detailed, ethanol subsidies are a major plank in Barack Obama’s view of energy independence and national security; the “Obama Camp is Closely Linked with Ethanol,” and “Mr. Obama…favors [ethanol] subsidies, some of which end up in the hands of the same oil companies he says should be subjected to a windfall profits tax.”

9. Barack Obama is to the left of Hillary Clinton and NARAL on the issue of life. As a state senator in Illinois, Barack Obama voted against the Induced Infant Liability Act, a law that would have protected babies if they survived an attempted abortion and were delivered alive. When a similar bill was proposed in the United States Senate, it passed unanimously and even the National Abortion Rights Action League issued a statement saying they did not oppose the law.

10. Barack Obama is actually to the left of every member of the U.S. Senate. According to the National Journal, “Sen. Barack Obama…was the most liberal senator in 2007.” As the magazine reported: “The ratings system — devised in 1981 under the direction of William Schneider, a political analyst and commentator, and a contributing editor to National Journal — also assigns ‘composite’ scores, an average of the members’ issue-based scores. In 2007, Obama’s composite liberal score of 95.5 was the highest in the Senate. Rounding out the top five most liberal senators last year were Sens. Sheldon Whitehouse (D., R.I.), with a composite liberal score of 94.3; Joseph Biden (D., Del.), with a 94.2; Bernie Sanders (I., Vt.), with a 93.7; and Robert Menendez (D., N.J.), with a 92.8.”

Whom will a man this far left appoint to the Supreme Court?

Friday, June 13, 2008

Rim to Rim to Rim





For those who have no idea what the title of this blog means; let me explain... Last weekend my friend Brittney and I decided to take the challenge of a lifetime and backpack the Grand Canyon from South Rim to North and back. Let me just say; they don't call it the GRAND canyon for nothing'.

This trip was replete with interesting terrain and breathtaking views. I took about 200 pictures because it was so incredible and I wanted to remember every bit of it. The pictures I have attached are cool but there is no way you could possibly get the full impact of what it looks like without being there. If you really want to enjoy the majestic nature of this wonder of the world you have to get in the middle of it.

The trip began with a stop at Casa Bonita in Flagstaff for fish tacos, which I have been craving since October when I last had them. Well, I was a bit disappointed, they were good but not the same Tacos I had in October. Apparently they have a new chef who must have come equipped with his own fish taco recipe.

After the Tacos we made an emergency run to Wal mart before we left civilization. I forgot my fleece and so had to buy a jacket at Wal mart. Let me say it got a lot of attention. The only thing they had was a jogging jacket in bright orange. The best thing about it (other than keeping me from freezing to death) was the price, I only had to pay $5 for the beauty.

When we finally reached the Grand Canyon late that night (Thursday) we set up our tent and hustled to get as much sleep as possible, knowing we would need all the energy we could muster for the next two days. It was really cold and I had a hard time getting any sleep, so finally at 4:15am I got up and started getting my gear ready to hit the trail. I woke Britt up at daylight, we loaded everything and started down the South Kaibab at 6 am. You might think downhill is easy, think again. This trail was terribly steep and with the momentum of a thirty pound back pack behind you, well needless to say it was slow and tricky and we had more than one slip and fall. We finally descended the 14 miles to the bottom of the canyon and reached Phantom ranch at 10:30 am. We had a nice rest and ate some lunch while visiting with campers and hikers who were camping there for the night. After about a 30 minute break it was time to get back on the trail. We still had 9 miles to go and these were the tough miles, all up hill.

As we traversed these last miles the exhilaration of rounding each corner to a fantastic new view kept me pushing forward. We seemed to be making good time and were really proud of ourselves. Our calculations reflected that we might make to the North Rim in a record time of about 11 hours. This was phenomenal considering we were carrying heavy packs, well would have been phenomenal had we made it that fast. We drastically underestimated the time it would take to ascend the last three VERY steep miles of switch backs. After some grueling final hours and a bout with light headedness and weakness I finally reached my destination about 15 minutes after Brittney in 13 hours time.

We found a campsite and set up our tent filled our water reserves made dinner on our coke can stove (This is a really cool ultralight backpackers way to make a stove.) and went straight to bed so we could get up at dawn and do it all over again. the wind whipped like crazy all night but I still stayed warm and slept relatively well. As I awoke the next morning I felt like my body had recovered well and I was anxious to get on the trail and begin the next 24 mile trek.

We started off the North Rim as the sun was rising over the edge of the Canyon. Words are not sufficient to describe the view we had as we began descending into this multi-colored gorge. I have never seen anything like it.

This time we reached Phantom Ranch at about 1pm where it was a whopping 110 degrees. We were drained from the heat and our feet were beginning to blister and Brittney was having trouble with her hips tightening up. This was going to be a long last 10 miles ahead of us. When we reached the river we hiked down to it and got in the frigid water for some physical therapy and refreshment. We sat in the river and ate our lunch so our aching feet and legs and backs could soak. I had felt something on my heels but to this point had not wanted to look at them so I would not focus on the pain. when i took my shoes off to soak in the river I saw the biggest blisters I have ever seen, one on each heel. After soaking I doctored and protected them as best I could and then we got back on the trail. These next miles were arduous and even tortuous at times. The heat was draining and the pain of blisters and sore muscles did not make it any easier.

We finally made it to Indian Gardens which is just 5 miles from the top of the South Rim. I felt renewed and I was ready for the challenge. That lasted for about the next 3 miles. As we got to the 1 1/2 mile mark we stopped to refill our water, knowing this would be the worst of the climb, and then started these final steps. I was doing really well for about a half mile and then the light headness and weakness started creeping up on me again. I just pushed through and kept willing myself to keep going. I was telling myself "you can do this" "you are almost there" you know all the self encouraging words we use to endure. finally it go to the point I had to stop my body was shutting down. I thought if I sat down for a bit and maybe took a few bites of a cliff bar my energy would be renewed and I would be able to make it to the top. I gave Brittney my car keys and told her to keep going so she could catch the shuttle we were worried about missing in order to pick up our car.

She went on and I rested for a few minutes until I felt like I could continue. I started once again, but this time my body was fighting against me. I just focused on putting one foot in front of the other. "Come on" I would tell myself, "you are almost there". I was stumbling and shaky and having some serious nausea. As I stumbles along, this lovely couple came up behind me and asked if I was okay. when the man put his hand on my should after I did not respond I just about fell over and hand to grab the canyon wall to stabilize myself. I told them I was just fatigued and maybe having some altitude sickness but I would be fine. Against my urgings to go on they insisted on staying with me during my final ascent. They were wonderful! They kept encouraging me and the man even offered to take my pack. I told him I couldn't quit now, I had to finish carrying my own pack or it would not be the same. Finally, they said "just one more switchback" I was so thrilled, but could still barely put one foot in front of the other. By this time I was about to collapse and I was not sure how much longer I could go before I started vomiting.

I have never been so glad to get to the end of a trail before. As soon as I rounded the corner I felt such a relief. However, this did not alleviate my symptoms. I got to the lodge as quick as I could and layed down on a bench in the lobby where I was trembling uncontrollably and I was terribly sick. The problem was Brittney was no where in sight and hse did not know where I was. By this time it was completely dark and I was not sure how I would find her. I definitely did not feel like getting up and walking around to see where she might return with the car. I borrowed another kind gentleman's phone, because mine was dead, and called Christi to see if she could track down Brittney's phone number for me. As always she came through and called me back, I was able to reach Brittney and we finally got our car and then started home. After about an hour and more importantly a huge bottle of Gatorade I finally started to recover.

Apparently, I did not have altitude sickness, I had not had enough calories and although I was drinking A LOT of water I was not replensihing electrolytes so my blood got too thin and thus the horrible symptoms. I am so glad this happened because I learned exactly what I need to do so that when we go on our real journey I will not get in this shape to begin with.

Overall it was awesome and it felt great to accomplish 46 miles in 2 days!